so tired but trying

This cold is kickin my butt. I was told to see a doc but they wont even touch me cuz of my condition im a liability. Option 2 the hospital but I hate it there. A place im too familiar with but they cant deny me and are the only ones worth paying cuz @ least they will run tests. I am gonna wait though and I think about the song and the words "If today was your last day would u live each moment like your last? Whats worth the prize is always the fight. Every second counts cuz their no second try." -NICKELBACK So I press on even if I feel I can't. Even if it kills me I will live like its my last cuz it just might be.